Oh, Painful Saturdays

Today is painful. Literally. I have been having a lot of back pain lately, even more than the usual. Yesterday I was at work and on the verge on tears. Today, I'm home and again, I feel like I want to cry. I guess I should follow everyone's advice and just take myself to the doctor finally. -siiigh-

I should be working on the finishing touches for my papers that are due on Monday. I am really excited about getting the semester over with - it's been one hell of ride the past couple of months, that's for sure. Instead, I am laying in bed feeling guilty about typing this up. 

I feel overwhelmed, as always, but also relieved that I will be done in just two days and then off for the summer. I was really bummed when I found out that I wouldn't be able to take classes for the summer but now, I'm just relieved. Once again, I will spend a whole summer off from work and off from school and once again, it will be nice. I need to start concentrating on myself again - getting myself organized, healthy, and just...  focused. 

This stress bullshit isn't doing it for me. 

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