Days like today.

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I hate days like today. Days where I wake up with the heavy feeling on my shoulders that right away lets me know that today just isn't my day. Days where you wish you could stay in bed. By yourself. Well, maybe with your cats. But you just want to shut yourself off from the real world. From the pressures. From the expectations. From all judgements. Days where you wake up feeling like a failure. Mad at yourself because you let yourself down. And because deep down you know you let others down too. 

sigh. 

I really hate these days.

But sometimes it's days like these that make you really think. Make you wonder what you've been doing all along. Make you realize that there will be challenges. And make you somehow feel a very small sigh of relief when you think you have found a solution.

This has been my day today. A day that felt much like a roller coaster ride. And man, I really hate roller coasters.

A day that I just want to end. And hope that tomorrow will be a brighter day. 

Sweet dreams, world.